All the girls standing in the line for the bathroom...

im so over the thought of love. i dont love. Im so fucking over it. I swear sometimes he makes me feel like i can really like him. but damn. i opened my eyes wider, and i realize i dont and hes not right. so i was sad but i finally realized fuck this i dont have to do what i dont want to. fuck it if im hurting people, if theyre not worth it then i shouldnt even care. so i realized that and it made me happy. just because i know my best friend and one of the only people i reaaally love and would die for or die without is in my life and will always be. shes there. i dont need a fucked up guy right now. i just need to have fun. wiothout restriction...and he is my restriction. i think thats why ive been soo sad. because i wanted him to alteast pretended like he loved and cared fro me while we were together but he doesnt even do that. so im ovvveess. haha now were still together but im definitely not going to think were attatching. so ill just wait till he breaks up with me. haha because i suck at breaking up with people. then i start to feel bad and it all turns to shit. soo yaa
im in it like whatver and im tired of caring what they think. whatver hahah.

.....time to have fun. =))






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